I am ok ! God is changing me. Change is good. I thank God for the loving merciful ways He is bringing about change in my life. By ok I mean He really does love me just as I am today weak and open to change. I do feel good about who I am even though I am ever changing.
Lord Help Me Live
Let go and let God sounds so good.
Lord I wish I could.
I  let go for a while and then,
I take it back again.
Lord help me live, help me give everything to you.
Lord help me live, help me persevere as you told me to.
The battle belongs to the Lord.
Be of one accord.
It all sounds so right.
To live it is such a fight.
Lord help me live, help me to win.
Lord help me live, help me try again and again.
House Keeping
When I first move into a house after the we are unpacked and settled,  I walk through each room making a list of what needs to be done to have a clean house. Then I sit down with that list and decide what needs to be done daily, weekly, monthly, and yearly.  Daily is usually light house work because it's keeping what can be seen clean and neat. Weekly is a little heavier house work because it's keeping what you don't see clean and neat. Monthly is more complicated still because it is things like cleaning curtains, washing windows, turning mattresses, and other such things. Yearly is even a little more strenuous because it's things like washing the spider webs off the house, cleaning rain gutters, cleaning the storage shed, and other such things. I asked Father God, Jesus, and the Holy spirit to come live in me. Now I have to check my heart His home. I have to offer Him every area of my life and all of me. Through prayer, bible study, and the help of the Holy Spirit; I can see what needs cleaning in each area of my life. I try to be prayerfully aware of  what needs cleaning daily, weekly, monthly , and yearly. Here's a little of what I discovered. Daily I need to clean  the area of pride, ego, and attitude.  I need to be aware of  what I watch on television, what I read for fun, and what music and talk shows I listen to. Remember these are not all the areas just a few to give you an idea of what I mean. My husband knows when he's at work I  am about my house work. When he comes home unexpected he always finds me working. When it's around lunch or dinner time and he comes home, the meal is ready and I am usually at the door watching for him. I pray daily Jesus finds me working. I pray when He returns I will be watching and working.
"Blessed are those servants whom the master, when he comes, will find watching. Assuredly, I say to you that he will grid himself and have them sit down to eat, and will come and serve them." Luke 12:37  I long to hear well done good and faithful servant.

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